Sunday, October 28, 2018

Life Changes


I have been very negligent about maintaining this blog…for that, I apologize. I fear that I have so few followers that it really doesn’t matter, however, my links to the products that I represent are all there. It is a bit shameful, that when I refer people to my blog, that my last post was in June of 2017! My life has changed considerably in the last couple of months. My dear hubs of 52 years passed away on August 31. There are good things and bad things in my day now…I don’t have to watch the 1000th repeat of NCIS, and at the same time, there is no one to tell me how pretty I am or how good I look, when I look like I just was rescued from a tornado! I don’t have to get up at 4:00 AM to take him to dialysis, and yet there is no one to kiss me goodnight and tell me how much I am loved. I am really a pretty tough old broad, but I must admit, I miss the little niceties that go along with being married to my good OG (Old Guy, the name he liked me to call him). As time passes, the hole in my heart will settle in and become a part of everyday life. Now it is a little raw.