I have been very negligent about maintaining this blog…for
that, I apologize. I fear that I have so few followers that it really doesn’t
matter, however, my links to the products that I represent are all there. It is
a bit shameful, that when I refer people to my blog, that my last post was in
June of 2017! My life has changed considerably in the last couple of months. My
dear hubs of 52 years passed away on August 31. There are good things and bad
things in my day now…I don’t have to watch the 1000th repeat of
NCIS, and at the same time, there is no one to tell me how pretty I am or how
good I look, when I look like I just was rescued from a tornado! I don’t have
to get up at 4:00 AM to take him to dialysis, and yet there is no one to kiss
me goodnight and tell me how much I am loved. I am really a pretty tough old
broad, but I must admit, I miss the little niceties that go along with being
married to my good OG (Old Guy, the name he liked me to call him). As time
passes, the hole in my heart will settle in and become a part of everyday life.
Now it is a little raw.
Love this, it is so heartfelt and full of emotion I am sure it was hard to write but you did a fabulous job showing your love toward your husband. It is unique in that you show both sides of the changes in your life making this a very beautiful and honest post.
ReplyDeleteThank you so much, Brenda. I try to write what I feel and be honest. I'm glad you see it that way!
DeleteRan across the photos from when I was out there last year. Grateful to see both of you then. I miss his fun comments on my Facebook page. Hugs
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